Am I totally insane????

[hurtingagain]

Wow. I've read thru your post and can relate to so much of what you've been thru. Though you're way ahead in DB'g. My H left 2/18. It's been so hard as you've said. I have good days when I'm focused on myself. Then a bad day, when I blow it with H. I want to talk about R and future, turn him off and push him towards OW. This will drive you so crazy and the rollercoaster of emotions. We saw each other during the day Sat & Sun last week. Ended up having sex on Sunday, but I imagine H was with OW Sat night. H must feel like a stud being with 2 women. I know H is having MLC but I have no patience. Like you I want him back now. He kept lying about OW, saying just friends, since his cell phone showed they talked several times a day and late at night. I finally called her to confirm they were lovers.

I'd appreciate any advice on what you recommend and can truly feel for you.. Oh the pain.... It's hard to stay upbeat for my D, too.

Please keep in touch and don't give up. They have feelings that they need to work thru and it's about themselves, too.