Hit the Wall....Am I on the otherside?

[Tim297181]

So I guess Valentines Day took a little more out of me than I thought!
The last few days I just have been exhausted! Menatlly, physically and emmotionally!
Not truly detatched as well as I thought. Still looking toward my W for any signs of coming back, but there is none, and I should not expect any right now! Even a simple as a card on a commercial holiday would have been rewarding! Sad but true that I would have got fufillment from that! Need to find my own self fufillment!
Living together is hard. 1/3 of time we still treat each other like a happy married couple, 1/3 of time it is just like roommates, 1/3 it is just palin old difficult! No one said it would be easy, so it is up to me to accept the pain and keep going or just give in! The answer is.......

KEEP GOING I WANT MY MARRIAGE TO WORK!