Hit the Wall....Am I on the otherside?

[Tim297181]

Thanx Kim
I do need patience and I was tested tonite.
Came home and my wife was planning to go to her "study group" tonite. Typically she is really casual and sometimes just wears a hat but tonite she looked incredible!
Her hair was all done, make up, and dressed a little casual. Did not say anything except I loved her har and she looked great! She told me she was going for drinks after her study group and would be a little later than usual!
In my mind I know she is planning to see the OM (speculation)!
She gets ready to leave and I tell her to have a good time tonite! She says "Yah right studying!" I say "No when you go out later have a good time!" Tried to stay up beat and try something a little different!
Just after that I was looking at her just as she was leaving I was actually thinking how great she looked and then she said "Stop looking at me like a parent before their kid goes to a party!"
I say I was just lookiing at her and how great she looked!
She just said OH and left!

I guess my true thoughts were in my expression or she felt guilty!

It does not matter she s going to do what she wants anyways!

I had a good laugh a few hours later when her "study group" friend called looking for her! She sounded suprized that my W was not her! This frend knows our sitch, so it should be interesting!
Actually laughed a little to myself!

I could be way off base and she may not be seeing the OM...........really does not matter!
Need to focus on myself!