Hit the Wall....Am I on the otherside?

[Tim297181]

"It is not the goal but the way there that matters, and harder the way the more worthwhile the journey."
Wilfred Thisger

I thought this quote was appropriate for many of us!

You know Kim I felt so good before I left to Vegas and I was focused on myself and the kids! It felt good!
I am not sure if it was being home sick or my W reaching out to me when she was down while I was gone, but for a few days I let my emmotions take over again.
Today even before I read your post I started to come back to reality. I actually focused in on myself and had a great day at work. I came home and spent the evening with my poor little sick kids (both have sore throats), and just spent some time cleaning up and getting things organized for myself.
I know when I stop thinking emmotionally about my W and start thinking about myself I feel better and feel stronger.
I have flashes of being detatched but I guess it is process of growth that you have to build yourself up one day at a time. The only one that can do it for you is yourself!