Thanx Kim I do feel good. I feel I am in control of MYSELF. I have not felt that way in a long time. I am not puttig alot into what my W did this morning. I am not doing what I did before and become so over joyed with hope that I self destruct when my sitch does not meet my expectations! I did hear from one of my W friends that I talk to that supposedly my W and the OM had a falling out this weekend. It is just hear say because this friend heard it from one of my W school friends at the bar this weekend. But it does help explain why my W was a little more friendly and warm, and reacted to me being a little cold towards her. I should also explain when I say cold for me that is not being my normal upbeat, smiles, and talkative self. It is me still being friendly but a little more to myself. That is it. I hope people out there don't think going cold is becoming mean and unemmotional. I believe for me going a little cold is just being more reservered and reflective over the sitch instead of being reactive and emmotional!
Tim
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