The standoffishness continues. Ever since her sister came back from vacation, it seems my ex has backtracked. Coincidence??? Maybe; but I think they fill her head with all this crap not really knowing the whole story about her (and me).
I would love to work this out; but I am getting very discouraged by what seems to happen. She starts to open up, get close and them wham pulls back. Unfortunately, I am not good at playing the "I am going to show you I don't care game".
Anyway, I am lost as to whether I should sever most contacts with her or not. We still ahve alot of times that we need to be at the same places. I don't want to and unfortunately, there isn't anything else there for me at the moment. I just don't get things.
Am I living a pipe dream or is it just what I have to go through to see if she comes out the other side???
I continue to try and keep occupied and find things to do; but I feel like life is on hold even though I will date when the opportunity comes along.
Well, just hate this crap. Not sure if what I am doing is right or wrong???
