Thanks Just...Like I said this is so hard. It's like all the things that I know bothered her are coming outand being that they are bombarding me all at once and I haveno idea what she wants from this, it makes it hard to not freak out a bit. I am proud of myself that I have stayed in control. I just wish it was time to talk; but I know it isn't.
I just want to get that first "date" out of the way so that I can see if we enjoy ourselves and what I pick for us to do. All this depends on her getting the time off and then getting a sitter. I realized that my parents will be out of town on a trip when we might go out. So, unfortunately, I pretty much have to rely on her to get a sitter as my resources are not as big!!!
Well, I think she is scred and also hates how she got involved in that relationship based on some of her comments. Yes, I try and listen without judgement. like I said very hard to not push; but I am trying. Hey, not in a cocky way; but I know I am worth it and that she and I probably could be happy if she just opened up to me and we could talk. I could let her know what I feel too and how I realize things I did, like she did, to cause us problems.
Only time will tell.
Kind of funny. We were walking out of the gym this morning and she was ahead of me. So, I said "Hey, you come here of ten?" She replied: "Not often enough" Then I said: "You think I might meet up with you here again?" She replied: "That's quite possible". (Hey, stupid banter; but I look and say it was good banter.)
Well, let's hope this is the slow start of something.
