Hmm, Went to read to my youngest sons class and the teacher and I were talking later and she knows that I care for my X. She made a statement that threw me and am trying not to let get to me!!! She actually said that she noticed recently, over the last few months, that my ex's body language towards me was so much better. Not sure, what if anything that will mean for her and I; but it was nice to see someone else notice something. In addition, she also went so far as to say, "I wouldn't be surprised if she and you worked it out"
Man, nice to hear, hard to handle; because if it doesn't work, then it would be a big letdown.
On the same front for me, she is willing, or at least she says she is, to as for a weekend night off so that she and I can go out to do something and she would even ask her parents to watch the kids in order to do so, which swould be a big step for her, considering the way her dad acts funky to me.
Like I said, love hearing that; but in the end, I know it is about her and I wanting to do this; but hey it is a positive thing. Keeps me upbeat. And yes, I still keep living life, even though I would much rather it work.
Well, we'll see. Just have to make sure to take it slow and keep on the course Iam on for now; because it seems like whatever it is I am doing right now is to some extent working???? I don't know what is different; but something is.
