Last night I got contacted by a woman from one of those dating services taht I had tried to contact a few months ago. She replied back; but who knows if I will get a date out of it; but at least it is another ego boost.
On the other side, the X dropped off my sons and she came in. She had a bunch of errands to do and worked late last night so she wanted to go home to take a nap before she goes to work tonight. All in all the conversation was cordial and that was good. I dislike what she is doing; but at least we were talking nice!!!
Well, she needs a bunch of days off in the coming monthand one is for our sons dr. appt which is about 1-1/2hrs away. She wanted it off; but if they won't give it to her she said she is going to call in sick, then there is her sisters kids christening, which she is the godmother, and another thing that her other sister and her have tickets too and then I am getting my son on Wednesday; because she is doing the lunch run and her dad is not available on Wednesdays. That will be good since I get to spend time with my son!!! Oh yeah, and even thought she is not working on Monday, her dad told her that he is not available; because he is helping her sister with her kids. My X was not pleased, since she keeps telling me that the reason she moved next to them and took a job was because they said that they would help her out. Well, reality sets in!!! Life isn't always what you think. In a good way, it is good to see her taking a little pain for this. Maybe she will finally realize that doing this wasn't necessarily the right thing or a good thing. Not that it will have her and I back together; but it is nice to see that everything is not just falling in her lap. Maybe in her next relationship, be it with me or someone else, that it takes effort on both parts and tolerance. I can only hope that she will start to realize that work, etc. is not easy by yourself and that I did do alot for her and the kids. Still do. It will just be sad that she may realize too late or with someone else.
I wish I knew why I can be so disappointed and angry with her and still carealot for her.
