Ok, So my work is sending paper checks to the State DOR and they are not getting there on time. So, my ex is not getting her child support on time and she knows it isn't my doing. So, we are going to go into court to get the wage attachemnt stopped and pay her directly again. THought it was going to be easier that way. Hey, the DOR wants to attach my bank account for arrears of $1500 which I can't even fix and it has been taken from my check already. On top of that they want to send info to the Credit Bureau because of supposed non-payment and there is nothing I can do to haly that. I do the right things and still I get screwed.
On the other front...had the date on Saturday and had an awesome time and was supposed to go out again tonight; but inthe end the fact taht I had younger kids worked against me. Hey that's okay; because if she couldn't handle that it wouldn't work anyway. It's just a bummer; because I had a great time and she did too. It gave me a great ego boost and positive attitude to deal with my X ; but now it kind of deflated me....I know I deserve better; but now it has put me back a bit. What I mean is that I felt like if I was going out and stuffthat my ego would be stroked and that the X would matter a little less and that she might even question why. Hey, it takes time to move on; but I went from glad to go out and go again to back to where I was. ANd I just don't want my X to see that part of being down. It was going to be great to be able to go get the kids and for me to not be obssed with my X. Now I hope I can have t he same attitude; but now I am a little down.
Anyway, I tried and I do deserve better than that woman I went out with. Whoever I may meet and like hads to accept the whole package and I theirs.
Well, just venting because I was up and now a little down.
