How would I interact if she was the new girl on the block that I was interested in? Well, possibly very similar in that I would want to know if she liked me and wanted to go out and such. But see, there is a difference here. She is my X wife and I have a history with her. So, it is not the same. Also, most of the time the interaction is through me. Every so often she will call. It is when I drop the kids off or go swimming with her that we interact. I guess if I walked away I wonder if she would just never bother with me.
I don't want her to hang with me out of guilt. I want her to do it because she wants to. Seems like she needed me around Mid November and through her crisis at Christmas and just after. Noe that the dust has settled and she is out of the woods, the only thing she has initiated was to call me to see if I would put in the cable lines and to get my son tomorrow because she is working. Otherwise, it has just been the already arranged swimming laps and the dinner I am supposed to make for her. But other than that, it seems she keeps spouting off the things that she believes I am and was during our marriage. I am not that person and as I said for any parts I did have, I haveworked to fix that and she is revising history and not looking at herself and her contribution to our demise. All I wanted was a chance a fair shake to fix our marriage. Instead she wouldn't then she gets involved wit hthe married guy and then needs me and then breaks it off with him and acts like she doesn't need me. I can't believe that this is the woman I married and loved and still do.
