Yes, but that future puts me in the position with my kids as the part time dad who can't be there all the time, even though I want to be.
For instance, my stepson told me the other day that he should hate me and I asked him why? He said because my friends dad got divorced and he hates his Dad. I said do you hate me? he said no and that's the problem. I said it's not a problem, I love you.
I just can't understand why she gets to go on living a comfortable life and gets the kids after all the mistakes she has made in her life and me I just want to fix things love each other again and have a family and to not have that just hurts.
My mom always asked why I I always see the glass half empty; but I don't I see it as half full; but then it never seems to go that way...So, I get down.
