Dealing with the mood swings is very hard, hers and mine. Somedays im fine and she is not sometimes its the other way around.
Being single is weird. Lastnight I was on the phone to a woman and my X called (we are still very very close). She got mad when she found out it was a woman on the phone lol. I got home today and told her I would call her later and she said "are you going to call her?" This from a woman who has slept with I dont know how many men.
But in her foggy eyes, sex now means nothing to her unless its us. (been 6 weeks since we had sex) I blame her abuse for that.
I do have a feeling that someday we will be together again when she comes out of her MCL but im not waiting around. But I will keep the door open, I have no desire to get remarried or get serious with anyone period and funny she does not either. She told me 2 days ago that when we decide to get married again we are going to Vegas. Yep she said that lol.
Just hang in there, learn to be single and maybe just maybe she will come back. Just leave the door open if you want and dont go for a rebound relationship.
