Once again, I hear you and agree; but it is tough to do certain things if you have not given up. For instance, until you give up hope, it makes it hard to go out with another woman. For one, she will probably sense that you are not all there. Or for another, as you say, if the X were to come back, how fair would it be to dump the new person??? So, that is my dilemma. I am okay with all the things I currently do; but I want more. I want a relationship. One where it is nice to know someone cares about you or is able to do things together that only a couple can do and no I don't mean sex!!! Though, that would be nice too!!!
You see that is where I am letting her have a hold on me. I want a relationship that is caring and would love it to be with her; but to move forward in that regard is not easy either; because, as I said it is not fair to that other person.
Believe me, I will try my best to not be as clingy; but it is hard. Maybe my having the apartment and not being in my parents house will be a signal to her that I am going forward regardless of her and not waiting for her.
