Well, since you've posted here before, I guess you must know the DB principles. Have you been applying them? It seems strange that you say you want her back, yet also say that you are filing for D tomorrow. My only advice is not to rush into anything that you're not sure you want.
Nicola
PS I don't usually post here, but will try to remember to check back
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