I feel quite positive today, as my H rang me last night. He works away and only comes home at weekends. He rang to say he was planning his weekend and wanted to know what suited me best to come and see me and my daughter.. He has never done that before... he normally fits us around his own plans... He also is stopping the night with us at my house.. WOW, this is the first time he has also done this since sold our house.. at 1 time he said he would never stop at my house because he knows my BFriend has been round and stopped before etc. So, part of me feels really good, as these are 2 big steps for him to take. But, the old gremlin is still lurking inside of me as i still feel a bit jealous as he is going to see his OW on sat night. He is coming back Sun morning and taking me and my daughter out for sunday dinner, but then sunday night he is meeting up with some other girl!! not his OW, someone else he has been getting to know!!!
Dont know what to make of this?? When he told me I joked about it with him, and he said to me ' oh well, i might not get chance for things like this again for much longer'.... what does that mean? does that mean he is really thinking seriously about making things work with us??
Part of me is not bothered, as it comforts me to think that he obviously does not care that much about his OW, otherwise he wouldnt be going out with some other girl!! Part of me is bothered, as I think to myself, well he cant be that serious at the moment about making things work with us if he is taking new girls out again...
