So sorry to see you at this juncture in your R. You have experienced so much and, believe it or not, I have learned greatly from your postings. I really hope that you find the strenght to make it through whatever it is you decide to do, but I guess I'm pulling for you to find emotional detachment and ride this latest wave in. Even though I don't personally know you, it truly really saddens me to see you in this funk. Know that there are many here pulling for you.
"Achieve success, but without vanity; Achieve success, but without aggression; Achieve success, but without gain; Achieve success, but without force." Lao Tzu
