Quote: No Frank, please don't have a bleak outlook tonight!
I hate to see you give up. You have SO much more going for you than a lot of us. She still lives at home. OM is far away. Geesh you went camping last weekend frank. I actually envy you. I don't mean to make light of your pain frank. I know you are tired. We all are, my friend. Please take a little time to put this argument behind you.
I'm tired. Like I said in my previous posts, I pulled myself out of my personal hell by myself, Stayed the solid one for the kids to lean on while she was off in a cloud, Kept even HER emotionally stable during OM ups and downs over xmas, kept the Kids grounded and happy and all this during a 'separation' and affair and a divorce.
I"m tired. There hasn't been anything left for me. I'm hurt, I'm lonely, I'm stressed to the max, I'm having trouble detaching, I hurt all day, every day, even with meds.
You and others say how lucky I am because we live in the same house. I don't feel very lucky sometimes. It's all I can do to maintain an even keel and not blow up. It's painful to be around her. She's "happy", I'm not.
She just came back from Counselor. She is acting very indifferent. How fun.
