No Frank, please don't have a bleak outlook tonight!
I hate to see you give up. You have SO much more going for you than a lot of us. She still lives at home. OM is far away. Geesh you went camping last weekend frank. I actually envy you. I don't mean to make light of your pain frank. I know you are tired. We all are, my friend. Please take a little time to put this argument behind you.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.