Everything on this end is, well, pretty much stable I guess. No major updates happening, things are coasting along at a leisurely pace. W took last night off so we could watch the Super Bowl, so I was happy to have the little extra time, although she fell asleep at half time...but she did wake up at the end and we watched a few shows together. Friday morning, I began my usual backsliding R talk (last week was a major step backward for me....I need to pick up and move on), but I think I did okay Friday evening. All day Saturday I was pretty good, we had D8's birthday party at the roller skating rink and I was pretty good at mingling and otherwise. W feel asleep around 6 (she had worked the night before) and woke up around 9. We shared a couple of drinks, small talk, etc, then retired to the living room to watch tv before we feel asleep. Yesterday was a good day all around really....
Today is here, and I'm a little sad. Again, its obvious that my W does love me and care for me, but its amazing how you miss the "little things" that they used to say and do. I'm not sure if I'm hypersensitive to it because of everything, or if it is a genuine change in "attitude" towards me.
All in all, just trying to get back on track, hopefully things will look up soon.
"Achieve success, but without vanity; Achieve success, but without aggression; Achieve success, but without gain; Achieve success, but without force." Lao Tzu
