Allright, well, here it is. I did at least approach this with some tact. I pushed a little, but not very hard. I didn't confront her with facts, etc...just badgered about R and such. I feel so damn numb. Its times like these that I hate myself for being so attached. GH, thank you for your advice...you truly did save me from a big major blowout...the blow was softened.
In any event, I learned nothing, I know nothing, I gained nothing. I want so hard to focus on the positives becasue there are so many, why can't I let go!?! I can't even follow my own advice. In the end, I know I'm going to blow this M right out the window because I can't detach.
So here I am, chasing that wagon that I fell off down the lane......
"Achieve success, but without vanity; Achieve success, but without aggression; Achieve success, but without gain; Achieve success, but without force." Lao Tzu
