Aww man GH, you shouldn't be so darn right. But it is true I suppose, what if I do go off half baked with these emotions....what if....I don't know man. If she is feeling that way, I guess it would be nice to know instead of believing that things are okay. I guess I'm calming down, at least my emotion right now isn't anger....its just, well, I don't know....

Thanks for your support here at a time when I really need it. I don't know what I'll do, but you have given me a lot to ponder.

"Achieve success, but without vanity; Achieve success, but without aggression; Achieve success, but without gain; Achieve success, but without force." Lao Tzu