Okay, now I'm just writing to get some thoughts together here and really emotionally gear myself up for the weekend. I have goals. Those goals are to have a good, unemotional time with W, spend some quality time with the girls, avoid OM talk and have a few beers!
Thinking on everything, I am aware that I am hypersensitive to her actions, moods and feelings. I have been taking steps to not let them affect me and that has occured to some degree. But thinking on some of this stuff, it has occurred to me that, in reality, she does not act or feel much differently than she had before. Strange, in fact she has increased contact with me when she is at work (more tms everynight...before I would send her one before bed time and she would send me one back). Other than that, she's pretty much the same, without questioning my committment to her. So what reason do I have to be so attached to her moods and feelings? I really need to keep these things in mind for today, and tomorrow.
"Achieve success, but without vanity; Achieve success, but without aggression; Achieve success, but without gain; Achieve success, but without force." Lao Tzu
