In some strange way, its good to be back again?!? Actually it is a comfort to know that we are experiencing similar sitchs and that us LBS' have a support forum. I'm going to take some time this evening a make sure I've caught up on everyone's sitch and take some of the nuggets of wisdom contained therein.
"Achieve success, but without vanity; Achieve success, but without aggression; Achieve success, but without gain; Achieve success, but without force." Lao Tzu