Hello KDK - Just want to drop by and check how you are doing... Looks like you are doing fine and your H is also trying to get back into your good books. Seems to me like he is trying but not really knowing how, or is refraining from outright telling you that he wants to come back into your life. I think it has a lot to do with LOSING FACE. Think men have this massive ego thingy that it is MEGA difficult to apologise and admit that they have f#*ked up badly and want to be back in. It's their ego that prevents this from happening and it's up to us to give a little for them to SAVE some face (Advice from men friends/mentor).
I don't know, but looks like you guys really need to talk it out. Perhaps with a mediator/ counsellor present.
