Thanks NYS- I know that i am like hope in regards to my moods being dependent on my H and our interactions. Trust me, i try to stop it..guess i have to try harder.
I hear what you are saying about pressuring him with the offer to call me...its just that me not being there for him emotionally was such an issue in our M...i guess i was just trying to show him that this has changed. Yes, i know...show him with my actions and stop trying to convince him...and i do show him with my actions by being there for him when he does reach out to me.
I know i am causing my own pain, b/c i am attaching my own meanings to his actions. I remind myself of that all the time...
I do steal your advice to hope as well, b/c i do think it applies to my sitch also.
