I am NOT making light of this, but if I had to count the number of times people (me included of course) ended a post like this on page 2 of a 10 page thread... Point is honey, you WILL get through this. So far you have gotten through it and at times, even well. This is just a tough time and it requires you to BE tough, something some of us don't do all that well at times. I wish I could do something for you besides recite the same ole' mantras, but they apply so wth. Please try to find something positive right now and concentrate on it. Smile a little bit and maybe look at yourself naked. It makes us men happy to do that (um, to look at women...er...not ourselves...) so maybe it will work for you too...just trying to cheer you up... You're going to be fine, I really have faith in that.
