Nothing new to report today. No contact last night from H. We are taking the cats to the vet tonight, so I'll see how that goes. Believe it or not, this is the first time in a long time that i am not looking forward to seeing my H. I hope that is just nerves, and not some sense that i am in for a bad night.
I thought a lot about the phone call my H made to me on Sunday night. It is so strange. First, the "hi lovie" and then him saying he misses me, etc. What is up with that? I know i shouldn't get my hopes up, but do you think it is good that he is verbalizing missing me? Of course, i am going on the premise that he was telling the truth...but why lie about it, in the middle of the night? I just never know what to make of these phone calls. I will be happy tonight, no R talk. I will make sure that i look extra good. Other than that, there isn't much else to do, i don't think. I just can't imagine that my H will make a total break from me, and be comfortable with that decision...its just not him. But, then again, nothing he has been doing is him. I read one of my horoscopes today, and it said something about the person i am with is not the same, sweet person i knew, and that there had been an abduction, but that everything would fall into place. Weird huh?
Okay, enough boredom for today. Hope everyone is having a good day.
Hope - if you see this...time for you to start a new thread! And, i am anxiously waiting last night's update.
