Thanks for responding SS - i know you are having a rough time right now, so i appreciate your feedback.
H just called again. But, i was thinking about something. I don't want to lose my H, not b/c i don't want to be alone, but b/c i want him in my life. But, i think another factor in fighting for him is that i don't want ow to have him. I feel like she would be getting my life (him, our stuff, his family), and that REALLY pisses me off. I don't know if that is a bad thing, but it is the truth. I must admit, that i do want to win him back...not as a game, but b/c he is MY H...not hers. And she should just get the hell out of our lives, and continue to screw up her own. It wasn't enough that she broke up her family...she had to go screw with mine too? Damn her.
