Thanks GH and Hope- I am completely confused. When things like this happen, i start to have some hope, only to have it dashed the next day. I am not sure if it was the alcohol talking...i am sure that was part of it. Regardless, i tend to think that he was being sincere and genuine...why do that if you are just going to lie, you know?
I wish i knew what the right thing was. I wanted to support him. I also know how he feels b/c i feel the same way too. I wanted to tell him how much he hurt me too, but last night needed to be about him, not me. I am hoping that he is really understanding what losing me will really mean to him. I tried to validate him, don't know if i did a good job, and just let him work through it. I find that after he has these episodes, he backs off a bit, so i am expecting that today. But, i don't know if i should call him. If i don't, will he think that i just don't care? God, i wish there was some manual for this...with every single possible interaction and what to do about it...wishful thinking, huh? I just hope i did the right thing last night. There were so many other things i wanted to say to him, but i let it go, b/c i didn't want to get into a power struggle over it.
So, here i am, still confused...thank god for C tonight...he'll get an earful!
