Hey flutter- Thanks for stopping by and for responding. As i wrote above, i do believe that my H is projecting...oh, the irony. Thank you for saying that it does seem as if he wants me back...sometimes i doubt that. But, his messages are so mixed, that i just don't know what to think or believe anymore.
I started to re-read "Make up, don't break up" last night. Only got through a few pages, but one of the things that kind of hit home for me is the fact that male distancers will often pull away after getting "too" close. So, i wonder if that is what he is doing now. It seems to have happened before. He will call me and we will have these amazing talks, and then the next day, he is acting all weird. I don't know...maybe i am grasping at straws.
At times, i do feel like i should just make the decision to move on and limit contact with him in an effort to force his hand, and that maybe he would realize he doesn't want to lose me. But, that could be wishful thinking on my part.
God, i just feel so sick this morning. And just so tired. I am so tired of all of this...i am tired of feeling miserable. But, i don't know what else to do b/c i do love my H and want my M. So, i guess that means i continue to stick it out. I hope thats not a mistake.
