Hey SS and Hope- Thanks for responding. I wasn't upset about the photo thing, just curious. Several months ago i noticed that the pix he used to have in his wallet were no longer in his watch box where he had put them. I looked around in his dressers for them, but couldn't find them. I just thought they disappeared. So, for him to say yesterday that he had a pix of me in there, after i knew he had taken it out was surprising. Okay, i didn't want to admit that it gave me little hope...it did...you know, its those little things that i look for to hold onto.
We did speak today...i called him b/c i knew today was going to be a tough day for him at work, so i just wanted to let him know that i was thinking of him. When i called, he said he was busy and would call me back. He did and we talked a bit, then he said he would call me tonight...we'll see. But, i am feeling less depressed today. Thank you guys for worrying...sending you hugs!