I am just feeling very sad. I have been so busy at work, but feeling completely overwhelmed that i almost broke down and cried. I honestly haven't felt this lousy in a very long time. I just want to stop hurting. Its not that i am afraid of being alone if we were to D. But, i just don't want to be without my H. Which i guess is good...i am not holding on to him b/c i am afraid to be alone...but, that i don't want to lose him. I will try to stop thinking about the good memories i have of our M, as hard as that is and try to focus on what an ass he is being now. Thanks for the suggestion hope and for your good wishes. Hope you had a good day!
