I feels bad, I know. I did the same, only worse a couple nights ago. I looked through our wedding album and honeymoon scrapbook. Talk about glutton for punishment. I cried for an hour. You are just deep in it right now. What we are going through is not understandable, at least by us. It WAS supposed to be a fairy tale ending and that ending is like some kind of alternate ending on the DVD of our M we keep playing over and over in our minds. I do it all the time. Don't fret over it. You are just grieving for something that is not dead yet and so it's very presence keeps bringing you back to the intense feelings. I hope you find peace today. Smile at yourself, you're beautiful when you do.
