Hi. We missed you this weekend.
I am really sorry you didn't get to see your H. yesterday. Maybe he just needed to pull back a little bit? It is hard to say. I know you are in a lot of pain right now and I wanted to ask you if there is something different you could try in regards to your situation with your H? Change things up somehow, just to see if it helps.
Like I mentioned before, I feel a lot more detached from this mess most of the time because I don't see my H. very often, there is no physical intimacy between us, and I don't answer all his calls anymore. I mean, let's be honest, how great does it feel when you know he's calling you, and you choose to not pick up? It feels really good, and powerful, right?
I think you have to try something new here, in order to heal a little more. I know exactly how you feel because I have hurt just as badly. But I cannot drag my spirit down anymore over something as sordid as what my H. has chosen to do. HE chose this, not me. Same with your H. I just want to see you start to feel better.
Let me know what you think, ok?
Hugs, Imdi.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
