I was thinking this morning about how these WAS's think life will be better with their OP's and how that doesn't make sense to me. Then, i realized something. In my case, it could be true. My H was married when we met (yes, i was the ow...not proud of it...guess thats why its happening to me now)...he left her to be with me b/c it was better with me. So, why shouldn't he think the same thing of this new girl? He had a positive experience once before. History is just repeating itself. Now, it makes sense to me.
The one thing i havne't overwhelmingly felt was anger. Yeah, i would get mad, but it wouldn't last. But, i gotta tell ya, today, i am feeling pretty pissed off. I am angry at my H for doing this. Yes, i am half responsible. But, i am also not running away, into the arms of someone else. I'm angry that he can just throw it away...didn't our vows mean anything to him? God, i am just so mad. And i want to tell him too. I know i shouldn't, but i just want to ask him what the f@^& is wrong with him.
