Hope- I'm going to ask Sassy where the restaurant is and then figure out how long it will take me to get there.
I'm sorry my title thread brought tears to your eyes. Am i okay today? I guess...no better, no worse than usual. Just feeling sorry for myself i guess. The past few days i am plagued by thoughts of H and ow. And it hurts and it sucks. And, quite frankly, it pisses me off. My H is baffling...
We’ve gotta stick together, ok?
Okay...its a deal
I have been thinking about what i will do if my M should end. I know that i will probably move closer to my job. Right now, i am about 25 miles away, so moving closer would help. I've thought about maybe changing jobs, but since my job is the only stability i have right now, i am gonna stick it out here. Plus, i just got a mini-promotion (i think...more $ anyway)...so, things are okay. Other than that, i really don't have much of a plan. I know that i need to stand up on my own 2 feet...but its hard.
I know, in my head, that we can't remain in limbo forever. Its my heart that is another story. I wish the 2 would somehow meet in the middle. I think my problem is that i just don't feel strong enough to be on my own. I don't know, its hard to explain. I just never thought i would have to be on my own. I mean, i don't know a thing taxes and finances or car insurance or anything like that. My H always took care of all of that. So, thats kind of scary. I guess i'm just being a big baby about it...responsibility is not my strong suit.
I look at it this way: my R. with my H. is on life support. He is too cowardly to pull the plug; I might end up having to do it.
Good way to put it. My thing is...i can't figure out why my H hasn't pulled the plug already. I mean, what is he waiting for. If he has been with ow for 2 years, like i suspect, she's been waiting around for awhile...isn't she getting restless? And anyway, can't she just sit her fat ass in her house with her 2 kids and leave my H alone? Now, i'm getting pissed.
