GH-- Sorry that I have not posted anything in awhile. It is difficult for me to have access to a computer since W uses it all of the time at home and she is always looking over my shoulder, so I only have time at work or really late at night. Anyway, your assessment is accurate for me. We have not ML in about a month and I am not even in the same bedroom anymore. At least you still have that, even if it does not seem like much. You don't realize how much you "need" the other person, if for nothing else but to hold them next to you until it is taken away from you. Don't let W comments get to you though. She is just testing you to see what it will take to put you back at your "old" self. My W tried the same thing the last 2 weeks and I just blow it off. I don't even cry in front of her anymore, it felt like she was enjoying it too much. Keep strong and whatever you do, go into "your world" on Sunday and enjoy the game!!!
