So last night was good, but damn me if I cannot stop thinking about what my W said "Damn, you really are deprived." Could it all come down to that? I mean, really, it is a STRONG factor in how I feel. It has been almost 4 months without and that is as long as I have gone since the first time in HS. Lucky me? That aspect of this whole thing seems an unlikely one to unravel me but now that I am thinking about it, maybe not. Am I just weak or do you all feel this too? Am I just being a guy?
