Well, first good thing to post in awhile...phone call from W about an hour ago:
W: Hey, just wanted to ask you if you could look for flight info on flights to Ireland. M: Sure, I can do that. W: I was talking to my sister and she mentioned there were a couple different options... M: Ok, I will look into it and print some things out. W: Also, my sister said she was blown away seeing you at the party. She said with the weight you lost, your hair and goatee, she's never seen you look better. M: Thank you to her. W: Yea, I told her that you can look really good when you try. M: Yea, I suppose so. Too bad I wasn't trying all these years. W: Well, you do look really good these days, you do.
I know, it doesn't mean anything, but it's the first positive thing my W has said about me since this started. If I get some good vibrations from it, then I am going to ride them at least for a few hours...