Nothing is off topic to me. Actually, I would love to be "off topic" forever! lol. Man, you HAVE to keep reminding yourself that while you still need to DB and all that stuff, you ARE in a brave new place from the rest of us. Live in that place. Be there. I know you can't trust everything that's going on, but at least while it is, enjoy it! I am just down another notch since I checked the bank account and called my W. The convo was fine but I look at it as one more f-ed up thing she can look at in our M. It really sucks right now.
