Thank you. I am sleeping very well these days. I used to stay up and wait for my W to come to bed, not I go to bed when I'm tired and am getting much more sleep because of it.
The lawyer thing still bothers me. I said the admitted seeing her but now that I think about it, she really didn't admit it at all, and when I asked her about who was asking for directions (she said it was someone following her) she said it was just some random person who asked her at a light. I know, STOP. Fine, tell me to stop but this woman is expecting me to just lay here and and accept that she's really a good person who would never do something like see a lawyer without telling me? Sure. Ok.
Detach. The word for the year. I look at Tim, Frank and Vince and wonder what would have happened if they really detached early on in their sitches? I don't know. It seems like many WAS see detachment as more of the same if the LBS was in the habit of being gone or aloof already. Mine will. I am tired. I have a C session today and while I will tell her about the conversation last night, I want to focus on me and what I need to do to grow and be myself, free from this R. I appreciate once again all who helped me last night. Your efforts were not wasted.
