I'm still really hopeful for your sitch. Don't be so down on yourself right now...we all falter, but the biggest thing for you do to right now is pick yourself up again and get back on track. Its not easy, but I've seen your fortitude and committment. You can do this! I hope your day gets much brighter.
"Achieve success, but without vanity; Achieve success, but without aggression; Achieve success, but without gain; Achieve success, but without force." Lao Tzu
