Ok. I will not DO anything. I will try as hard as I can to keep this contained. It is such a physical reaction right now though. I feel sick. I'm shaking. She's got to notice. I will try to get out for a bit but there is only about 1.5 hours until the party. The only thing I DID do already was tell her I was going to a basketball game tomorrow night. I knew she had plans but didn't tell me yet. She said she had plans but to go anyway. I said ok. I know it was strange for me to do that. She even questioned it saying "What, did you just decide you wanted to go now?" Oh well. F-me.
