well so much for caring a little!!!Called ma alot this morning...last conversation ended with "this just makes me sicker....all the things i done for you....being your wife"
wth damn,dunno what to do now..
Having a crazy thought,but would be a good one for evrybody..well everybody except me..it has come clear to me that my kids are more important than i am...thinking of telling her to hold off on anything..moving in with my sister down the street a little bit so the kids can have us both and offer to keep helping as much as i can with the bills and keep our family home our family home! for our children!but go and do what she/we pleases....
Begining to think this is the only way to ever show her me again,but most importantly we would both be there for the kids at all times,its in walking distance,but she would still keep the house to herself.It would surely be hell for me im sure..but like i said my kids are more imortant than me.
I know my wife..and she is SET in her mind to do this...
I done a pretty a bad thing in the begining when i heard conversation w Om,along with all the talking about R and stuff.
I just think if we do it we may never reconcile...
So why not start,as friends,and see what happens,and raise our kids the best way possible in our current situation.
Would she ever go for it is the thing...?
Could i stand it..??
Probably think i was trying to control her maybe??
Am in a dream world????
This sound like a totally crazy plan????
Im i acting to fast???
