Thanks for the reply, Sounds like the right thing to do to me... Its kinda wierd all this stuff..i feel like ..well i know she obviously hasnt told all her new friends and co-workers the whole story..i mean they took her and the kids out for her birthday..and i saw some thank you cards around the house like people have been telling her how sorry they felt for her and her family..when she is the one doing this##%#^# WE have already paid $500 dollars to draw it up,only because i got scared she would do it her self and put something i didnt want if it came down to having to do it. I think she feels good about what she's doing..."she's finally doing something for her"is what she says and screw everybody else. I know one day she will the hit the wall hard..i was trying to prevent that..i feel like were meant to be together in the end..but trying to endure this pain and then let her get away with it is going to be some task..though im sure i will fold in the end and open my arms up to her Then again maybe im wrong right now i feel like telling her off pretty good,but i would probably regret it and apoligize for it..Having my kids here tonight helps alot,but then again its just a reminder of the pain and hurt she is putting all of us through..my kids are great though..they're really hanging in there..though they are pretty confused right now...as long as no Om comes into the home with my children i will try my best to keep my cool and hope for the best... Been having thoughts of finding Ow to help ease my pain..but i dont think it will work and i would probably feel as low as her in the end.Though one day i know now knowing what i know and learning what i have learned that happiness will one day be in my future..It's just im scared to death of the thought of any man being around my kids..Im going to have 3 teen-age daughters and there are some many bad people in the world..the thought just kills me,and my wifes choice of men before me and especially now(no job..no house...worthless loser)makes it even worse. Ok im rambling...gonna go have some fun with the kids maybe ill feel better tomorrow,,this actually the first day in the whole 3 months with absolutely no contact what so ever..i just wonder if she ever thinks about it???? It sure don't seem like it....
