Thats my thoughts exactly..but figured it was just something else to piss her off... Im having a tough time tonight..cant get my mind off of things...didnt talk to her today..she called but i didnt answer...the kids called me tonight and i hung up and turned off phone immediately afterward talking to them. Its really taking alot of control right now not to call her and tell her how im feeling,but i know she has heard it all before. I just feel like its only been 3 months,i wanted to stop this before she got to deep in this mess.Im still in the cant believe this is happening to me phase i guess.Its just not right!
