H was up in the middle of the night, and I thought about calling out to him, but I didn’t. Not sure why, other than it was 2am. Tides are changing, seems we both are pretty restless during the night again. When we were still sleeping together, we were both restless all night and slept very little. Waiting to see what the other one would do, touch or not, listen for breathing, sexual tension, I couldn’t cry when thinking of how much I hurt, and how much I hurt him. It’s not a full moon right now, why do neither of us sleep much again? Even though it’s separate rooms?
