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in bed he came to ask some questions and ask about some errors I had made. He was right, I made some typos, and I thanked him and thanked him for doing the updates so fast too. I really do appreciate it, the information is important to have up for the date of the event coming up in February.




Yep, WCW, I'm telling you, this man has "acts of service" as a LL. No doubt about it.

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which is right by the bed, so I reached up and scratched his hairy chest, and we spent the next hour in a tickling/wrestling match on the bed. I was late for work. Which was just fine, because I had already told them yesterday that I was headed straight to the store for donuts for a meeting here this morning, so no one expected me at 7am anyway. Whew!




Awesome.

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I wasn’t quite as caught off guard this morning, this is a returning pattern of H stalling in the hallway, and I seized the opportunity, and he responded. During all the wrestling, in the moments of rest before a ‘new hold’, we had eye contact and I saw some looks on his face that I have not seen for years. It almost felt like he wanted to say something, like he had some words that he was holding back. This is all so great and wonderful, but I am still very guarded. I will sure take the good as it comes, and hope




Way to go! May I make a suggestion? You know...the whole guys and saying what they are thinking and not being very good at it most of the time...the next time he gets that look in his eyes. Just plant a kiss on him and start wrestling again. He'll understand that you "get it". I promise.

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we can keep forward momentum. A little thing like this a good start, but I can’t help but think of the million things that are still so wrong, how do we ever chip away at all of that? It becomes depressing and overwhelming, I have to step away from those thoughts, and just dwell on the good things.




Try to be happy in the moment. You have a ways to go but you are seeing some melt after two years of frost. Yes, you've been hurt but the old H is coming around again. We know that he isn't the bad person that we thought he might be and, knowing that, eventually he will apologize, in his own way if not in words, for the tough times you've been through. And I'm sure that these haven't been the happiest times for him either...whatever internal dialogue he has had running for all of this time. Try to be forgiving and accepting and practice detaching when you start to have these bad feelings. Remember the STOP sign? Rejoice in the good and just detach from the bad.

You are doing a great job, WCW! I'm really really proud of you and so happy for you!