Hanging on/The Long Haul #8

[WCW]

Thanks, gals! You’ve got some good fresh ideas, I’m pretty stale in what I can come up for myself. Remember though, H’s bed is on the couch and the TV and the computer I use are all in the same room. His option is easy in my opinion, go sleep in our bed. It’s not my problem if he can’t get to sleep on the couch because I am still using the living room for it’s purpose while H uses it as his bedroom. Rant over, got it out, I haven’t done what it takes to change that for over a year already. So do something different, but what? Don’t know or I would have done it.

I’m having a bit of a down night. Some of it is I am just plain tired from not much sleep last night, some of it a busy day and the wind blows so hard your hair gets longer, some of it because I usually have some time to talk to a great friend almost every day, and today we didn’t connect. I didn’t get my PMA boost. Then, as the hours ticked by, I got restless being home alone again, which is very unusual for me, and I ended up heading out for a while to putz around besides just stay home. H was here when I got home, gruff and tough has returned. I mostly ignored the attitude, didn’t ask anything, and tried to be ‘chipper’. Worked on some projects, thanked him for the tasty food he made and shared with me, made a few jokes, and I’m headed for bed soon so I don’t blow anything. Too tired = bad WCW, I know that. I’ll set the remote by him when I walk past and say good night. He seems to be losing the attitude as the night rolls on, or maybe it’s me, or maybe he didn’t like walking into the empty house, or maybe he did and got crabby when I got home.

I did get a couple of offers for GAL this weekend. I might be busier than I want to be!